Thursday, October 29, 2009

Thirteen Months

Yes, as Clair so astutely observed, my hair is getting quite long these days compared to what most of you remember of me. I have been at Best Friends for 13 months now and I am starting to see more and more familiar faces, especially the folks that use their annual vacation to come volunteer at the sanctuary. In January, I wrote a post about a volunteer named Nicole that came to volunteer for three weeks and spent most of her time volunteering at the Lodges (Changing Plans and Visiting Angels). She arrived at Best Friends only three days after her last radiation treatment for breast cancer and on her second to last day she went on a shopping spree and brought back a car load of goodies for the dogs of the Lodges. Well, Nicole is back to volunteer some more at the Lodges and I saw her in the lobby yesterday. This time, instead of a fuzzy, pink hat to keep her chemo-balded head warm while she walks dogs, she is sporting a full head of curly black hair and is looking great. We had a good laugh in the lobby because she didn't recognize me with my long hair and I probably wouldn't have know her had Megan not tipped me off that she was back in town. It is wonderful to have her back at the sanctuary, even though I don't get to work with her anymore, now that I am at the Garden. She is a wonderful woman and I am so happy that she is doing well. It is always great to see the faces of the volunteers that we know and love.
It has been a bit of a week for blast-from-the-past stuff. I got an email from Tasha's mom saying that Tash is doing great and went to a place called Ewetopia to start learning how to herd sheep. This is a newer concept in the dog world, not sheep herding, but the facilities that let people bring their dogs to learn and practice herding sheep. It is a really good way to exercise a dog's brain and body and let them use some of the instincts that most dogs never get to use, except on neighborhood squirrels. Tasha did a really good job and was so exhausted by the experience that she fell asleep sitting up during the car ride home! Here are some photos from her day at the farm! (They are kind of blurry, but still cool!)

Friday, October 23, 2009

Thursdays with Brenda

Every Thursday (my Saturday), I go up to the sanctuary for a few hours to hang out with Brenda. She is a red collar pit bull from the Lodges that has lymphoma; when she was diagnosed a few months ago, I asked about fostering her, but because she has two recorded bites in the county, the managers of Dogtown said no. Recently, there have been a few dust ups with the local animal control officer over allowing red collars with bite histories (red collar doesn't automatically mean they have a bite history) to come into town with staff. In the last couple of years, Brenda has sent at least two people to the emergency room for stitches from her bites, so she is not allowed to leave property. I was told I can drive her off property, but she is not allowed out of the car, so usually I load her in the car and take her away from Dogtown to one of the numerous hiking and walking areas around the sanctuary. Sometimes we go to Angel's Landing, a natural amphitheater on property, where there is grass and lots of shade; when we are there, she like to graze on the plants like a cow. I recently bought myself a new point and shoot digital camera, so last week, when I took Brenda out, I brought along my new camera for some experimenting. We had a very nice time and I got some really great shots of Miss B and the canyon.
Brenda is taking a break from grazing to smile for the camera . . .

. . . and enjoy the view.

After some more grazing by the pond we headed up the path to the amphitheater . . .

. . . where there is lots of grass for lounging . . .

. . . and rolling . . .

. . . and sniffing!

Just another one of Dogtown's vicious, red-collar pit bulls waiting to attack and lick your face off! Have a great week! (All photos copyright Allison Martin. Finally.)

Friday, October 9, 2009

Ronnie and Corey

It is that time of year again, the seasons are changing and we are once again saying good-bye to a lot of dogs that have decided it is their time to cross the Rainbow Bridge. I attended two services yesterday, one for a dog that I knew well and one for a dog I had never met.
Ronnie was one of my guys up at the Lodges.He got very sick about a month ago and required emergency surgery to remove his spleen. A tumor on his spleen had ruptured and was bleeding into his abdominal cavity, the vets were confident that they had gotten all the visible tumor but because of the rupture, cancer cells had been leaked into his abdominal cavity and it was only a matter of time before they invaded another organ. Last Thursday he was out on a walk with Megan and a volunteer had his run mate Tina Louise, it became quickly apparent that there was something seriously wrong, so Megan scooped him up (all 60+ lbs of him) and carried him to the clinic. They euthanized him shortly after he arrived at the clinic, but he was calm and peaceful for the process. He will be dearly missed but I am happy that he is finally at peace. There is a possibility that his run mate, Tina Louise, is going to be fostered and everyone has been very concerned about how Ronnie will handle the loss. Perhaps he knew what was coming and decided to take his leave with the full moon before winter set in, saying good-bye to Tina on one last walk.
We also buried a little boy name Corey this week, I couldn't find a photo of him. He was only about eight months old and his death was entirely unexpected and remains a bit of a mystery. Based on the exterior signs, the vets would have guessed that he had sustained some kind of trauma - an impact or an electrocution - but he was in a run all night and there wasn't any exposed electrical wiring that he could have gotten into. The admissions staff left Wednesday night and he was fine, when they arrived in the morning, he was dead. They did x-rays, but didn't really find anything that would indicate a cause of death; they opted not to do a necropsy. From everything I have heard, he was a very sweet boy and it is a very sad loss. Most people believe that we have his sister over at the Garden, a happy, silly pup named Malibu. They didn't come in together but they both probably came out of the same area, looked almost exactly alike, sounded just like one another, and looked to be about the same age.
In the last couple of weeks we have put down several more dogs that I did not know. This is how it usually goes, as winter prepares on the horizon, dogs decide to take their leave before they have to survive another cold winter. And for those that decided to hang on a little longer, once spring rolls around and they feel the warmth again, they take pleasure in the sun and head for the Bridge. According to Lenny, one of our officiants for the placement ceremonies, the combination of the coming winter, the full moon, and the strong energies associated with October, it is not surprising that so many dogs have decided it is time to move on.
They are all wonderful in their own ways and they will each be missed for their unique characters.
(All photos copyright Best Friends Animal Society.)

Thursday, October 1, 2009

The Amazing Wink

Yes, I know, I am captain of Team Bad-Blogger. It is a weird thing to say, but this job and life is pretty monotonous a lot of the time. Pretty much the only thing that changes is the people that show up to volunteer and occasionally the dogs. So, we get a lot of same-poop-different-day talk that just seems like it would be boring to read over and over and over again. I admire Clair's dedication to her blog, at least the weather changes and the birds sing where I'm living. I just got caught up on her blog and decided I should get about the business of writing one myself.
At the moment, I am feeling a little bit sad because I have some very good friends that are moving to Hawaii next Wednesday and they are in those final stages of packing and good-bye-ing and I am really going to miss them. On the up side, it gives me a reason to go to Hawaii.
I have been pet sitting like you wouldn't believe lately - I haven't slept in my own bed since September 17th. I am sitting for a co-worker's pets at the moment and it turns out she has a magical-genius foster cat. His name is Feldman, but we call him Wink. They have two other cats who tolerate (at best) Wink, so when I am not home and at night, Wink stays by himself in his own room, but during the day he can come out and socialize with the dogs and me. The other two cats, Ashes and Cinders, aren't really big fans of mine; they usually sleep on the bed but since I have been here they have been steering clear. So last night, somewhere in the middle of the night, one of the cats decided that I am the best ever and is all cuddly and purring and rubbing all over my head and face. I like cats, I don't like when they pull this stuff in the middle of the night - I am not a nice person when you wake me before I am planning to get up. So I kept gently pushing the cat off my head or rolling over, but there was a level of dedication and persistence that one would admire were it not sleeping time. I was very surprised by the behavior and I didn't really want to pick the cat up for fear that it would remember that it doesn't like me and decide to use any of the very sharp tools at its disposal to remind me of its dislike. But at a certain point, enough is enough and I reach out from the covers to grab the offending feline and gently plop it back on the floor, only to realize that the individual that has been pestering me is much too small to be Ashes or Cinders and should in fact be locked in another room at the moment. Bear in mind here that Wink knows how to open the door to his room, so there is a bungee cord on the door handle that (theoretically) keeps it from opening when he launches himself at the door. I figured he had taken enough shots at the door that he jostled the bungee loose or it broke or something like that, but I was way too groggy and tired to get up and investigate. I dozed for a few more hours until the sun came up, keeping an ear out for any unfriendly cat encounters, of which there were none. When I got up this morning, I wandered into the hall fully expecting to find the door open, the bungee hanging from its anchor point and all the cat food eaten by the Dakota (dog). So you can imagine my shock and amazement to find the bungee still in place and the door open about three inches. What Wink the Genius figured out last night is that if he reaches under the door and pulls the towel (for drafts) on the floor outside his room under the door (which he does regularly) and wads it up at the base of the door, it will create enough pressure on the door that when he jumps on the handle, it won't latch again and then he can use the towel to wedge the door open far enough for him to escape. I am guessing at the series of events here, but what I found this morning was a wadded up towel holding the still bungeed door open from Wink's escape. Pretty impressive little cat. I moved the towel away from the door to prevent a recurrence.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

I Didn't Fall Off the Face of the Earth

Yes, yes, I know, I am a bad blogger. It has been two months since I last posted and I apologize. I was on vacation for a couple of weeks and spent most of the time with family and since my family makes up the majority of the people reading this blog, it seemed kind of stupid to be posting about the stuff I was doing with them. However, I have gotten at least one annoyed email from a friend that thinks I have fallen off the face of the earth - I have not. Things have been pretty similar from one day to the next here in Kanab. In ways, life seems to ceaselessly change at the Garden and yet, most days feel remarkably like all the ones that came before it. The last couple of weeks we have been under "quarantine" with kennel cough. In the first couple of days of the quarantine, we were bending over backwards to follow the kc protocols to ensure that it didn't spread. However, it has an incubation period of up to about ten days, so the dogs were already being exposed before we knew we had it in the area. Our current total of coughing dogs is at about eleven spread between the two buildings in such a way that all of our dogs are quarantined because they have it, live with someone who has it, or are immediately next to someone who has it. Our volunteer numbers have been slightly limited because of the kc, most days we have been kept to four or less, which has been nice but it also reminds us how much we depend on our volunteers. Carin and I have finally figured out a way to organize our days so that we are actually getting dogs out for walks, which has been wonderful. Since I have been at the Garden, I have only walked a dog on a handful of occasions and most of those have been for short potty walks. It has been really nice this week to actually get out and just walk the dogs and spend some time with them. We have a lot of new dogs and there have been a good number of adoptions since I last posted. I was gone on vacation for two and a half weeks and there is now a dog on our adoption board that came and went while I was away, I never met him. We have three upcoming adoptions that I know about, this weekend one of our older dogs, Chico, has some people coming out to meet him and if all goes well they will take him home on Sunday.(Not to be confused with Chico Rodriguez, who was adopted just before I left on vacation and is doing great in his new home.) RC, our puppy mill Shiba Inu, is slated to leave in the next couple of weeks, too. He broke tradition a little bit and chose his family instead of the other way around. He is quite shy, having spent the first four years of his life as a breeder in a puppy mill, he was never socialized with people. A few months back, a father and daughter came to volunteer for a few days at the Garden. Their first afternoon they went in a sat with Ruth and RC. Ruthie is an instant love bug, but RC tends to stay just out of reach, sniffing and watching from a few feet away. The 12-year old daughter went over and sat on one of the beds and after about ten minutes RC crawled up on the bed with her and cuddled up for a nap. The following night they took RC on a sleepover and then again the next night. After the second sleepover, they put in the paperwork to adopt him. And Moccasin, whom we like to call Karl, because he looks like Karl Malden, should be leaving the middle of next month as well. He is a very sweet dog and someone fell for him back in the spring but couldn't bring him home until September. We generally don't hold dogs for that long, so she was crossing her fingers for the last few months that someone else wouldn't snatch him up before she could bring him home.
That is about all I have for today, but I will try and post again tomorrow or later this weekend. I hope everyone is doing well.
(All photos copyright Best Friends Animal Society.)

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Cats and Dogs

On the lighter side of things at BF, being at the Garden puts me right in the middle of the most adoptable dogs at BF and they fly out the door so fast I feel like my head is spinning sometimes. For the vast majority of our dogs the most serious issues are cats and possibly other dogs, though we only have one dog that lives alone and probably couldn't go to a home with other dogs. A lot of our kids are either picky about other dogs or just don't meet new dogs very well but can at the very least tolerate certain other dogs. One of our dogs, Anahi, a twelve year old Akita mix seems to have a very specific preference in her friends, she likes only males, which is not uncommon, but she also specifies that her run mates be hounds (insert joke here). They tried her with an older shepherd mix because her run of three young hounds seemed to be a bit much for her at times and we were worried that their antics might injure Anahi, but after a few days she decided that she wanted nothing to do with him and let everybody know, so she is back with her hounds. Last week we had two dogs leave for their forever homes, a little pointer mix named Poinsettia. Her new family came to visit and took her on a sleep over and fell in love and put in the application the next morning after they returned her to the Garden and she was on a plane a few weeks later. We also had Grady leave, finally. He was originally scheduled for transport on June 5, but there was a mix up and it got postponed to June 19. Grady is at least the fifth run mate of a dog named Mercy to be adopted.Mercy has been at BF for about a year now and seems to be a good luck charm for her roommates, they just keep flying out the door but she is still with us. We are all hoping that she will soon get her own family. We just introduced her to two new dogs and found out a couple of days later that one of them is already adopted, though I don't know when he will leave. We have had a couple of other big adoptions this week, Cupid, a sweet brindle pittie got adopted after a long time at the sanctuary and a shy boy named Ohio Patches also found a family after years of BF.
I had a question in the comments from Fernando about how we do the cat testing, otherwise known as cat encounters. Generally speaking, we don't arbitrarily test dogs with cats because we use live cats and while they are always well protected, there is always a small risk of injury, not to mention the stress on the cats. We usually use a trainer's personal cats, most of the time, their cats have been exposed to dogs and are comfortable and dog savvy. When a dog has a application from somebody that has cats, the dog must have a cat test before the application is approved. To begin the encounter, the trainer brings the cat into the room inside of a carrier. The dog's interest in the carrier is gauged and if they are too fixated on the carrier and its contents then that is the end of the encounter. The encounter continues in incremental steps, gauging the dog's interest and watching their body language the entire time and if at any time they become too intensely fixated on the cat, to the point that their attention can not be drawn away, the encounter is stopped. If they are okay with the carrier, then a trainer will remove the cat from the carrier and hold it in their arms, up away from the dog and let the dog get close enough to sniff the cat. From there, if behavior continues to be positive, they will put the cat down on the ground, sometimes holding it in place so they can quickly pick the cat back up if the dog decides it might be snack time. At that point, if all continues to go well, they will release the cat and see how the dog interacts with the cat, are they respectful if the cat hisses or swats at them, how does the dog respond when the cat moves around the room, things like that. If all of this goes well, then the dog is approved to go into a home with cats, if they are too aggressive toward or fixated on the cat then the application is declined and the dog can not go to a home with cats. Dogs are generally only given one cat encounter, unless the caregivers or trainers can show that there has been some specific work with the dog on its behavior with cats, such as being fostered by staff in a home where they are exposed to cats. The tricky part here is that a lot of dogs don't necessarily behave in a new situation the same way they will after they are comfortable with new surroundings. So just because a dog has a positive cat encounter at the sanctuary doesn't mean that when they get to their new home and settle in they won't decide to go after a cat. We also have occasional requests for bird and rabbit test, too.
Hope you all have a great week!
(All photos copyright Best Friends Animal Society.)

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Marge, Luther, Maggie, and Obed

My apologies for my lack of blogging these last few weeks, it has been an exceptionally difficult time and I just haven't had it in me to sit down to the computer and write about it. We lost five sanctuary dogs and one personal dog in the past two weeks, four of whom I knew.
It all started with Marge, she was a very special dog to me and so many others at BF. She lived for ten of her twelve years at the sanctuary and never managed to find that forever home in spite of her green collar and great personality. She didn't like other dogs and probably would not have been good with cats either, but she was so very sweet with people and would smile when she was excited - not just a happy little face but a full on lips curled up, teeth showing grin. As I mentioned in my last post, we were trying to lift her quarantine so that volunteers could, using the correct protections, walk her and spend some time visiting her. We were able lift her quarantine in the last week or so of her life and she went on several walks with volunteers. She had a lot of staff come to visit her leading up to her last day and so many people came to say good bye, it was a horrible moment that brings out the best in everyone in Dogtown. She had an appointment with Dr Mike on June 8 and he said, based on the size of her lymph nodes, she probably only had a week, maybe two. In fact, it was less than 24 hours after that appointment that we decided to let her go. The lymph nodes that are situated next to her windpipe were extremely swollen and at some point would begin to cut off her airway. When I came in the morning of the 9th she was laying on her bed panting in a building that couldn't have been more than 65 degrees. We made the phone calls and people started arriving to say their final good byes to Margie. She never lost her appetite, in those last hours we fed her about two and a half cans of wet food, an entire bag of duck jerky, a handful of chicken jerky, some Pupperonis, and who knows what else. So many people stepped up that day to help out, it was very comforting to know that when it really comes down to it, we look out for each other like family. We opted to keep Margie in her run at the Garden and Dr Mike said that he would come to us, the staff at the Fairway stepped in to help, one of them coming up to take over the Garden so that Skip, Carin, and I could just spend the morning with Marge, Jen, our trainer, came by to lend a hand as well and Don, a volunteer coordinator came over to help get the volunteers reassigned for the last hour of the morning so that we could shut the Garden down at 11 when Dr Mike would get there. I have gone through these losses too many times recently but this one was unexpectedly difficult for me. I realize now that up until Marge, I had never been involved in the decision making process. Niblet is the only Lodge dog that died while I was at the Lodges and I wasn't there the day they decided to let him go and all the rest of the dogs have been since I left the Lodges and the decision was up to the caregivers in the area. Marge, on the other hand, was in my area and I was part of the handful of people deciding whether to give her some more time or let her go, I was the one that made the call to Dr Mike. It was an incredibly difficult morning and I couldn't stop crying. Margie went out surrounded by the people she loved and before her condition got really bad, she may have been a bit uncomfortable, but she certainly wasn't in the pain she could have been if we had waited any longer. She was a good girl with personality coming from every pore and we miss her deeply. Marge's service was the following Tuesday at 11:30 in the morning. It was a beautiful service, filled with as many laughs as tears and the wind chimes weren't quiet the entire time.
That same afternoon, it became apparent that Luther, another Lodge dog, was not going to make it much longer and the decision was made to let him go as well. He was a great dog, not the best eye sight and a big fan of treats, not always a good combination. When we went into his run, we always had to show him our open hands so that he wouldn't mistakenly bite our hands thinking we had treats. Even in his old age, he loved to play fetch and any time he started acting weird, all you had to say was "Luther, where's your ball?" and he would go get it and drop it at your feet. A black lab mix, he would stare at the ball and wait for it to move, wait for you to pick it up and throw it for him. He could have played fetch all day. One time, I was in visiting with him and playing some fetch and I accidentally threw his ball into the neighboring run. Luther just ran to the fence and stared through longingly at his ball and would look back in my direction every few seconds as if to say "What the hell man?!? Get me my ball!!!" When I retrieved the ball and tossed it over the fence to him, he went over and sat under the tree and it was day or two before he decided to trust me with his ball again. He was a good kid, misunderstood, but good.
The afternoon after Luther's death, my friend and coworker had to put her fifteen year old dog to sleep after having her since puppyhood. Maggie had not been doing very well for several weeks and we knew it wasn't going to be much longer, but it was a very hard blow after Margie and Luther. Mags was a funny old lady, I pet sat for her on several occasions and she never ceased to crack me up. She was a black hound mix with long floppy ears and she was deaf, so when she walked she was less subtle than most dogs as she plopped her feet on the floor. She was always hungry when I was there and was right beside me every time I went to the kitchen, making sure she was there to clean up anything I might have dropped. She was a sweet girl.
The following Monday, I got a call from Megan telling me that Serene, another Lodge dog, was on the table undergoing emergency surgery for bloat; Bodie Boy's lymph nodes were suspiciously swollen; and Obed had a splenic tumor that had ruptured and was slowly bleeding into his chest cavity and he might also have a mass on his heart and he would be having surgery in the morning. Serene made it through her surgery and is back to her old self now, terrorizing the clinic staff until she can go back to her run. Bodie Boy is starting chemo for his lymphoma which could buy him a few months to a year, but they have caught it early and are hoping that it will be closer to the year end of the spectrum. However, Obed didn't come out so well. On Tuesday morning, after an ultrasound, the vets determined that surgery wouldn't help him and he probably wouldn't survive the sedation in his condition, they gave him 24-48 hours. At the end of the day, he was still doing okay, so I offered to take him home with me for the night so that there would be somebody there if he went into respiratory failure. After a few hours at my house, his breathing became more labored and his gums became more pale. He rested for a little while but was taking very rapid, shallow breaths the entire time he was laying down. The build up of fluid in his chest cavity was putting too much pressure on his lungs and he was clearly uncomfortable. I called Megan and Mike, two of his caregivers - Mike is the one that named Obed in Tylertown, Mississippi during the rescue efforts after Hurricane Katrina - to come and see what they thought. I hadn't seen Obed for several months and I wasn't comfortable making the decision on my own. They came over to my house and agreed that it was time to let him go, he was only comfortable standing up and his breathing was more labored than it had been earlier in the day. We made the calls and everyone that wanted to say one last good bye came to my house and we sent him on his way. All this on the evening of the day we buried Luther.
So, you can see, it has been a bad couple of weeks and I can only hope that it will soon stop. I hope you all have had better weeks than I and hopefully tomorrow I will find the time for a happier post.
(All photos copyright Best Friends Animal Society.)

Friday, May 29, 2009

More of the Garden Gang

Life at the Garden changes very quickly from day to day, we get a lot of new dogs and have a very high turn over of dogs getting adopted. Since my last post we have gotten several new dogs and four that I mentioned have either been adopted or moved to other areas. Hera is back up at the Lodges, she was getting to worked up in the octagon with all the people in and out, so the trainers thought she would calm down and do a bit better up at the Lodges where she used to live. In her place we got a dog from the Lodges named Jagger, aka Frenchie, that you may remember from a previous post about the dogs that came from the Spindle Top rescue group in Texas.Idaho went back to Old Friends, now that the quarantine for ringworm has been lifted from that area, and we got Marge back. Marge moved to the Garden from the Lodges when I was still working up at the Lodges (you may remember Margie from previous posts - she's the smiler) and then she developed ringworm and was moved to Old Friends with some other ringworm dogs (not in the same run) to try and contain the outbreak. Unfortunately, Marge has lymphoma and will probably not get rid of the ringworm because of her diminished immune system. But she is the last dog at the sanctuary that I know of to have ringworm and they decided to bring her back to the Garden because the dogs are mostly young and healthy and less likely to pick up an infection should they come in contact with the spores than many of the dogs at Old Friends. Marge is such a sweet dog and she has very little time left with us, but we will love and adore her until she is ready to go and we are working on lifting her quarantine so that volunteers may go in and be with her and walk her using the same protocols that the staff are required to use. In happier news, Simon and Oakley were both adopted last week. Simon went to Denver and Oakley went to the central Washington coast and we hear that both are doing quite well in their new homes. Valley Girl, Oakley's former run mate, has three new kids in her run to keep in line. She now lives with Poinsettia, a very sweet little hound that is a bit shy but very lovable; Tucson, a Rottie mix that is very playful and fun but a bit scared in new situations (during his behavior assessment he tried to climb out the window when he got scared); and Dana, a very cute red-brindle six-month old pup that looks like a jackal when he gets excited.
In the other building, Anahi and Pilot have two new friends as well. A lab-hound mix named Boone that was picked up roaming in Colorado City, the nearby Fundamentalist Mormon (aka Polygamist) settlement. He can be nervous with new dogs and isn't always sure of himself in new settings, he was probably never in a home environment prior to his arrival at BF, but he absolutely loves people. For about a week he was living with Grady and Mercy but they were picking on him a lot and by the end of the week he never wanted to go back into his run in the morning or after a walk, so we decided that we would try him with Anahi's run and he is a completely different dog. He plays and stands up for himself and he seems happy to go back with his friends in the morning and after walks and outings. We have another black and white hound named Alden in Anahi's run, as well. He was in a foster home for a few weeks but the family had a rabbit, too and they were too nervous to let him meet the rabbit so after a little while, they decided to let him come live at the sanctuary. He is an incredibly well mannered dog and I can't imagine that he will be with us at the Garden for too long, somebody is going to come along and snatch him up. We have already had one couple fall in love with him, they took him on sleepovers for three or four nights in a row, he is easy to love and very sweet. Pilot is our Plott hound, he is a beautiful and remarkably powerful dog. From a sit, he has a six-foot vertical jump; he is solid muscle, as is the standard for this breed. He is young and playful and doesn't know his own strength, he wears a harness for his walks to help cut down on his pulling but getting it on him is a decent challenge in and of itself. It is kind of like trying to dress a toddler that doesn't want to be clothed and can, without warning, jump six feet in the air - some days I wish I could wear a hockey mask to work. Anahi is the odd duck in this run, a twelve year old Akita mix, she definitely doesn't fit in with the three young hounds, but she loves them. For some unknown reason, Anahi prefers male hound dogs - in spite of their youthful play and crazy antics (Pilot is forever jumping on her head by accident) she seems content with them.
Well, that seems like enough for today, I still have three runs of dogs to introduce, but I will save them for another post. I hope you are all doing well!
(All photos copyright Best Friends Animal Society.)

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Dexter

I have had too many of these posts lately. Dexter was euthanized yesterday after the onset of a bizarre set of symptoms about a week ago. Dexter was a Lodge dog, you may remember him from previous posts about hand feeding him to work on his issues with food aggression, he was sweet and a little nutty, but very lovable. Nobody ever thought he was as old as he was, people often thought him to be a young kid - three or four years old - everyone was always shocked to see that he was about eleven years old. He had so much energy and loved to play fetch, he would play fetch all day long if he could, balls, frisbees, anything that you could throw, he would try and fetch. He loved it! He also loved to eat sticks and juniper berries, the berries aren't toxic to dogs but they can't digest them, so they come out the other end looking pretty much the same as they went in - poop scooping in Dexter's run was always a bit challenging because of the volume of his berry intake . . . I'll just leave it at that. Prior to my arrival at BF, over the course of about six months everybody thought that Dexter was dying because every time he opened his mouth it smelled like death. They were filling out caregiver observation sheets on an almost daily basis and calling the vet techs when the smell would get really strong. He was acting just fine, eating regularly, playing, there were no physical symptoms other than the stench emanating from his mouth. After a while, he was scheduled for a dental and when they got into his mouth, they found a piece of rotten wood wedged between two of his back teeth. Never stopped him from eating branches after that, though.Last week he started acting very strange, he was lethargic and wouldn't eat - this from a dog that would gorge himself on food until he exploded if given the chance. He collapsed on a walk, he didn't really loose consciousness entirely, just sort of fell over. He was taken into the clinic and they did an ultrasound. They could see a mass near his heart and some nodes on his liver, they did an EKG and took him for a walk to see if he would collapse again, but he decided to hold off on collapsing until about 3 minutes after they had taken the EKG sensors off. His behavior in the clinic made it clear that he was really not feeling well, in addition to not eating, he was a fairly willing participant in all of his diagnostic tests - this from a dog that usually required at least two people just to restrain him for anything remotely resembling a medical procedure. There wasn't really much they could do for him beyond putting him on Prednisone to see if the steroid would help. After a week of Pred his condition had not improved, he spent his days staggering around his run looking very confused. It was clear that his quality of life was way below our standards and it was decided to euthanize him yesterday afternoon. I had not seen Dexter for a few months but went up to spend some time with him and be there when they sent him over the bridge. He really wasn't the same dog that I remembered - very tired and clearly confused. He did have a last burst of energy before the vet arrived and decided to go out for a little stroll in front of the building. He wandered around, staggering like a little drunk, peed on a weed, and started wandering up the road that would have taken him back to his run. Megan stayed with him and when she blocked his way, he tried to fake her out, walking one way and then trying to quickly change direction and go around her, but his motor functions weren't so good, and the speed necessary for a successful fake out wasn't there. He made his way back to the kitchen and plopped himself on his bed, ready to go, it seemed. He will be buried with one of his favorite balls and we will miss him dearly. He was a long time resident of BF, it is always sad when they fail to find that forever home, but I think he was pretty happy. He got to play lots of fetch and go for lots of walks with our volunteers - he was well loved by everyone who knew him and will be remembered fondly.
(All photos copyright Best Friends Animal Society.)

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Some of the Gang

We have a wide variety of dogs at the Garden ranging from an Akita mix to a pure Plott Hound, there's a pit or two, some Labrador mixes and a heeler, a couple of chow mixes and a shepherd. I love the diversity of our population, it is just so fun to sit and watch a run of completely different dogs playing and having fun together. We have Karina & Reggie Boy; Mercy & Grady; Hera; Valley Girl & Oakley; Ruth & Harley; Idaho; Chico Rodriguez & Hopee; Goober & Dandy; Shaggy, Rocky, Pogo & Kendra; Anahi & Pilot; and Simon and they are quite the collection. Some of you may remember Karina from an earlier season of Dogtown - she is incredibly hyper and likes to stand on the two inch wide lip of the solid half walls that divide the runs and look through the wire mesh into the other runs, she will stand like this for minutes at a time watching the other dogs and the people in the building, it's always a crowd pleaser. She was in a home for a while, but was recently returned, she was exhibiting some dog aggression that the owner didn't feel she could manage. Karina is also healing from an injury incurred during her time in the home, she was out hiking with her family and a snowboarded came down the mountain and ran over Karina injuring one of her back legs. She is doing much better now and I have yet to see her limp on the leg. Her run mate is Reggie Boy, a Guardian Angel and Nat Geo dog that was surrendered by his owners because he has some severe medical problems (possibly Lupus) and, while they loved him dearly, they could not afford the medical costs associated with the diagnostics and treatment of his condition. He is very sweet and his face is healing up very nicely, but to protect him from the sun on his walks, in addition to sunscreen, he gets to wear a very stylish baseball cap designed for dogs - he's definitely a show stopper. Mercy is a very sweet border collie mix, full of energy but getting up there in years (about 9) and should really be in a home with a family to call her own. She is a great dog, a bit quiet and not a flashy as some of our other residents which means she tends to be overlooked by many of the people that come through the Garden on a daily basis. Grady only just arrived a week or two ago, brought to BF from a local shelter not far from here in a town called Enoch. When we have some unexpected space available, a trainer will drive out to Enoch and bring a few dogs to BF, helping to take some of the burden off this small, over loaded no-kill shelter (more on the story here). Grady, an incredibly sweet and mellow 9 month old lab mix, barely made it in the door at BF before he had an application, he sailed through his cat encounter with flying colors and is scheduled to leave on June 5. Valley Girl was once pretty shy but with a lot of work with several volunteers and the Garden caregivers, she has really come out of her shell and is starting to get more and more comfortable in new places.Her run mate, Oakley, was being fostered by one of the Dogtown maintenance guys until he had to move and could not take his fosters with him, so Oak came back to the Garden and won everyone over with his adorable charm. He is leaving on Friday for his new home in Washington. Ruth is the mother of Ester, another dog at the Sanctuary. She has a very sweet disposition and chocolaty, soulful eyes and just melt your heart. She is incredibly soft, almost like velvet and when you pet her against the grain of her coat it it like watching a wave roll across her body at the hair shifts back into place all on its own. She lives with Harley, a very cool Heeler mix. He is smart and funny and always trying to herd something - dogs in other runs, dogs out walking, people, he even tries to herd from inside the car, so we put him in a crate for longer car rides. He went on his first sleepover this week and the people loved him so much they put an application in on him as soon as the left from dropping him off. Unfortunately, he tried to taste the cat during his cat encounter, so he will have to wait a little bit longer for his forever home (the people that wanted to adopt him have five indoor cats . . . not exactly the best situation for a dog with Harley's herding drive).
Well, that is probably enough for today, I will try to find time later this week to write about the rest of our dogs. They are all great!
Have a good week!
(All photos copyright Best Friends Animal Society.)

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Welcome to the Garden

My apologies for the lack of posts over the last month, in addition to being very busy, things have been a very up and down for me and I just couldn't muster the energy to put on a happy face for a post. I am happy to report that things have improved greatly over the last few weeks and I am hoping it will stay that way from now on. At my request, I have switched areas and am working at the Garden, another area in Dogtown Heights. In all honesty, it is not the area I would have chosen for myself, but I am pleasantly surprised to find that I am really liking it over there. It is quite different from the Lodges or Amra's, we have two octagons consisting of ten runs total and our population fluctuates quite a lot but right now we have about 21 dogs (give or take) - two single dog runs, seven pairs, and one run of four dogs, plus an out dog. All of our dogs are green collar and we are only allowed to have greens in our area. At this time, we are one of two areas where children can volunteer (oh joy of joys) and we get a very high volume of volunteers on busy days (sometimes 20+, though I haven't had the pleasure of that experience yet). The volunteers are both great and not so much all at the same time, the are usually very helpful in walking and socializing with the dogs and they are usually willing to helps with the cleaning and other chores, which means that we all have some extra time to spend with the dogs. But on the other side of the coin, anytime volunteers show up, we have to stop what we are doing and go greet them and show them around and when they are walking dogs we have to play traffic cops when there are lots of them out walking to make sure that dogs don't meet and ensure everybody's (dog and people) safety - this can make a project that should take 20 minutes take all morning on a busy day. So far, they have mostly been good, though and you start to get into a rhythm of doing something popping out the door to put a dog away, doing two more minutes of the project, sending a dog out, three minutes of the projects, etc. No two days are exactly alike but the pattern repeats itself.
We have some really great dogs at the Garden, Simon, our out dog is just a great big sweet potato, he loves to work the crowds for treats. He has a crooked leg - it may have been caught in a trap and never treated, we don't know - but he gets around just fine, but he know that if he wobbles around a little bit and looks all sad, they will just stuff his face with cookies. Don't take me to be heartless here, he really is just fine with the leg, he is so excited in the morning to see us that he will usually run the trail for his first potty "walk". Hera is one of our single girls, some of you may remember me talking about Ophelia from the Lodges, well she and Hera are (probably) sisters, they came in as a group of three, the third being Pandora that I had over at Amra's. I am fairly sure, based on appearance and behavior that Hera and Ophelia are sisters, Pandora is very similar emotionally though she expresses herself a little more outwardly and she doesn't really look as much like the other two - perhaps the same mother and a different father? When I was here last summer, Hera was one of my sleepover dogs - though she didn't let me sleep much, seeing as how she wanted to sit on my head all night and lick me.
I am really excited to be working with these dogs and the staff have been very nice and welcoming to me from day one. I am really excited to be at the Garden, and quite surprised, but I am looking forward to many more happy and uplifting posts. If I have time tomorrow, I will try to write up another post about some more of the Garden pups - they are great dogs and you might just recognize a few of them.
(All photos copyright Best Friends Animals Society.)

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Sage

We lost Sage this week. You may remember me talking about her several months ago, the night before I was scheduled to fly home for Christmas, she bloated and had to have emergency surgery to save her live. It happened after one a week living with her foster parents, super-volunteers Jeanne and Robin. The vets were able to save her and once she came home from the clinic, Jeanne and Robin decided to make it official and signed the papers to adopt her. They took her to California for a visit to their holistic vet when it looked like she might not have much time left and the vet made some changes to her medications and supplements. The changes probably bought her another two or three months, but on Tuesday, she was euthanized surrounded by her former caregivers and friends. She did well for a while on her new meds, but it became apparent that she had some kind of cancer when she continued to lose weight in spite of the 2,000 calories a day diet that Jeanne was home cooking for her. She spent four months in Jeanne and Robin's home and she thrived with them. When she went to live with them, I figured she had maybe a month left at most, but then it all turned around. It was very sad to say goodbye to such a sweet girl, but it helps to know that she had those great four months Jeanne and Robin's home, they cared for her so deeply and with such love and devotion. After her bloat episode, they rarely left her home alone for more than an hour without a "sitter" to stay with her while they were out and Sage at better under Jeanne's care than you can imagine - when Jeanne would relate Sage's rotating menu, more than one caregiver asked if they could be the next in line to be adopted by Jeanne and Robin. Sage's favorite meal was bison sauteed with garlic, mind you Jeanne, a vegetarian, hasn't cooked meat for more than twenty years, but for Sage, anything! It is never easy to say goodbye - this I have learned over the last month - but knowing that she was so loved and happy and spoiled in her last months makes it so much better.
(Photo copyright Best Friends Animal Society.)

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Doing My Best

Well, I have gotten a scolding from my brother for all the down and depressing posts of late - something along the lines of "if you don't have anything nice to say . . ." So for today's installment, I will do my best to keep it a bit more upbeat.
While I still am not feeling at home at Amra's, my mood and mental state have been improving a bit this week. There are some serious frustrations about the area but I have been told that for the time being, moving isn't really a practical option, so I will do my best to make it work. According to the long term plan for Amra's and the neighboring building, Rhonda's - collectively known as the Clubhouse - by the end of the summer the number of dogs in the two buildings will be significantly reduced and the 10x20 runs will be removed from all but two of the larger building runs. As the number of dogs decreases, so will the number of staff, ultimately bring the total number of staff at the two buildings down from seven to three. Our first dog was moved out Thursday, a fantastic dog named Jackson. He moved up to the Lodges and I really hope that the higher number of volunteers up there (though not as high as the Garden and Fairway) will finally get him adopted. He is probably a boxer-pit mix, more boxer than pit, and he has a wonderful personality and great people manners, he just isn't a fan of other dogs.
His was supposed to be our first empty run, it wasn't going to be filled, but that is only for sure once the run is taken down, so yesterday morning we got a new dog in his place. A retriever mix (probably lab-Chesapeake mix) was brought over, she has been in and out of the clinic with diabetes and diabetic cataracts. She went to Las Vegas for eye surgery and we were told that one of the vets there was probably going to adopt her but that seems to have fallen through so she is back at BF and her insulin regulation is all out of whack now. She will be getting three feedings a day, the morning and evening meals twelve hours apart and then one six hours in between. She is getting insulin injections twice a day with her morning and evening feedings and she also has three different types of eye drops that have to be given five minutes apart twice a day. Oh, and she might have ringworm . . . no problem.
Over the next several weeks though, we will have more dogs moving out. They are talking about trying Ivy with another dog and Maisy is scheduled for transport to Chicago (her forever home) at the end of this month. So there is some good stuff going on and there have been an incredible number of adoptions since the first of the year. I am really trying to keep the big picture in mind here and be a helpful employee - a friend suggested the other day that I just make sure that my managers know that I don't like it at Amra's (which I have done) and then just do a great job until they move me. It is good advice and I am doing my best to keep at it.
I know it isn't the happiest post in the history of the universe, but I am doing my best here. Hopefully the next one will be chock full of great and wonderful news and stories. Have a great week everyone!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Filbert

I am not an astronomer or astrologer or cosmologist, I don’t know how to read star charts or interpret the alignment of the planets, but I can tell you this much, the universe is not happy right now. I don’t know if some unsuspecting planet has stumbled into some unwelcoming house or something is in retrograde, but I would really like it if it could all just stop. Writing this on Thursday, I can say whole-heartedly, this week sucked (again). The day after we buried Diego, another one of the Lodge dogs died. Filbert was old and not in the best of health, but we had no idea he was on Death’s doorstep. His lymph nodes have been swollen for quite some time and the vets thought it was Lyme’s Disease, for which he was being treated, but his glands were still huge and there hadn’t been any change since he started the course of drugs. He was scheduled for a Lymph Node biopsy on Friday, but then on Tuesday night, he wouldn’t eat and didn’t want to move. The caregivers at the Lodges took him down to the clinic and it became very clear that he wasn’t doing well at all; by morning his lungs were filling with fluid. The vets suspected Lymphoma, but by then his condition was too unstable for him to be sedated for a biopsy. They were planning to just begin treatment for the Lymphoma without a confirmed diagnosis to see if his condition would improve, but by late afternoon, it was clear he wasn’t going to make it out of this. The decision was made then to euthanize him, so at a quarter to five everyone came up to the clinic to say their last good-byes and we were all there with him as he quietly passed. He was bundled up with two of his most favorite stuffed toys and will be buried sometime next week.
He was an ornery little old man, but we all loved him very much. He is known throughout the sanctuary for his tendency to hump anyone caught unawares in his run, sometimes even ripping off articles of clothing - dirty old man! He had surgery several months ago and had to be kept in the bathroom (off the sand) for a few weeks until his incision healed; we always joked that, given the option, he would certainly have chosen the bathroom as his permanent residence over a run because in the bathroom he need not rip people’s clothes off - they did it for him. However his expansive collection of toys would have made it difficult to even find the toilet; he loved his stuffed animals and you could often find him holding court from his bed, a selection of his most cherished toys arranged around the run for him to admire. He was a good man, dirty, but good and it is heartbreaking to know that he never got to find his forever home and a family of his own.
(Photo copyright Best Friends Animal Society.)

Monday, March 23, 2009

A Day at the Lodges

While I still can’t see myself staying at Amra’s long term, things did improve this past week a bit. I wasn’t spending as much time working alone this week, partially because I was being trained for the 2-11 shift for a couple of days. It is completely different that the day shift; we move the dogs inside to their crates and then let them out for a potty break between 9 and 10:30. The dogs are different at night and it is fun to see a different side of them. Debo is quickly becoming one of my favorite dogs at the sanctuary, he is just about the most fun dog I have worked with and at night it really comes out. He and I spent about ten minutes chasing each other around the run the other night on his potty break, he is just a hoot when he gets the zoomies, I love it! Debo was hit by a semi and then his owner watched as another truck hit him before he bothered to go get him out of the road. The vets had to put Debo completely back together and it is amazing that he is even alive, let alone able to run and play like nothing ever happened - he isn’t even on any medications! He does walk kind of funny and his back is arched up in a strange way, kind of like a Halloween cat, and he sort of bounces when he walks, but it all just adds to his cheery nature. You can’t hang with Debo and not have a smile on your face, he is a great dog. He does have his issues, he can be rather wary of strangers, particularly men, though, I know of at least one woman that he really seems to not like. Kathy, one of the other caregivers at Amra’s was telling me that they spent a week coming up with each dog’s profession and they decided that Debo was a construction worker. It is rather fitting for him, though I have decided to refine his title a little more, because really, he isn’t so much the hammers-and-nails type, he is an Excavation Specialist (like Astronomy up at the Lodges, they should go into business together). While he lives in a 10x20 run, he has probably doubled the surface area of his run simply by digging an intricate network of trenches and holes. I did have to fill in one of his trenches this week because he was starting to tunnel under his dog house and it looked like within another day or two of digging, it would collapse in on him. He always gets a little miffed and pouty when we fill in his holes, but really, I think deep down he likes it because it gives him a chance to start a new project. He is a purple collar (nobody under 18), but I think with a little more work, in his free time and on his weekends away from the construction sites he would probably be dressing up as a clown and hanging out at the local Children’s Hospitals providing much needed entertainment for the sick kiddos. He is a great dog.
My week ended on an high note; somebody called in sick, so I got to spend the day Friday working back up at the Lodges. It was great to get to hang out with some of my kids up there, I spent about ten minutes just sitting in Ballsy’s run while he tried to make himself into a seventy pound lap dog and still maintain his dignity.Brenda, my project dog, and I went on a walk and spent some time working on her off leash recall at Tara’s Run, she did fantastic! Even if I was hiding, as soon as I started calling her, she would stop what she was doing and immediately start looking for me, she would get so happy and wiggly when she found me. She is doing really well with her training and I really hope we can find her a home soon. She got her first bath since she has been at BF this week, too. I think they had always avoided it because they thought she wouldn’t take it very well, so Molly, the groomer, asked if I could come over to assist her on Thursday, just in case there were any issues. Brenda was muzzled, but she did great the entire time, not a single freak out - she was just standing there wagging her tail completely relaxed, even when Molly cut her nails!!! It is funny how the dogs they think are going to be a nightmare for grooming are sometimes just so chill and relaxed and other that seem like they should be a piece of cake turn out to be Tasmanian devils in the bath tub. While I was working at the Lodges on Friday, I also made sure to spend some time with Ursa Bear; it is sad to see her all alone and without her Diegers to play, but the trainers and caregivers are talking about finding a new friend for her. I hope it goes well, we don’t really know that much about how she handles dog intros, she came to us already living with Diego and the managers decided to keep them together because they can be difficult with other dogs. I have seen her get reactive on leash with other dogs, but that isn’t really a good indicator of what she will do off leash. Hopefully we can find someone for Ursa, she loved to play with Diego and it would be very sad for her not to have anybody to play with anymore.
And finally, we found out this week that a BF staffer has decided to adopt Timmy, an adorable but very shy dog that lives at Amra’s. I haven’t really gotten to know him that well because she takes him to her office three or four days a week and usually on the days that she doesn’t take him, another staffer takes him. I don’t know if he is at the octagon on the weekends, but usually the only time I would see him was first thing in the morning before Lori picked him up and for a few minutes in the evening when she would drop him off at the end of her day, there has only been one day that he was in the octagon with me the entire day. I think he is going to be very happy with them, they already have six dogs and Timmy absolutely loves other dogs, he is completely different around them than he is with people. And, on top of that, on Monday, there is somebody coming to meet Maisy, another of our adorable but very shy dogs at Amra’s. If she gets adopted, too, we are only going to be left with one shy dog and he is right on the brink of getting over his issues. Kathy has been working with him a lot and he is almost there.
I hope you all have a great week!
(Photos copyright Best Friends Animal Society.)

Monday, March 16, 2009

The Worst Kind

Today was, simply put, a shitty, shitty day (sorry for the language but this is a censored as I can get right now). We very suddenly and very unexpectedly lost a great dog today to a cancer that we never knew he had. Diego was one of my kids up at the Lodges and he and his best buddy Ursa (aka Ursa Bear) were two of my favorite dogs to just hang with when I had a few minutes. They loved each other's company and they played and "wrassled" and always seemed to be loving life - even when Ursa would run up to Diegers and bite his head to get him to play. They were an adorable pair, Ursa, a very sweet Rottie and Diego, a cartoon character of a shepherd mix. He was constantly up to some mischievous thing or another and she would always take the opportunity to get some undivided love while he was distracted. My team leader was taking him to basic manners class and he was making so much progress, it was just a matter of finding the right home.
Diego was nine years old, too young. I sat on the floor with my friends and cried at the thought of losing him when he went into surgery, I made the phone calls to those not present when we were told the vets hadn't even opened him up before he crashed on the table. They spent fifteen minutes doing CPR to no avail. When they did open him up, they found that he was full of blood, somewhere around two liters inside his abdomen, and a ruptured splenetic tumor that went all the way past his pelvis. In spite of a huge tumor, at 1:15 this afternoon, Diego was still up and bouncing around and playing with his Ursa Bear. By 2:00 he was curled up on his bed and wouldn't move or take treats, his gums were snow white. By 6:00, he was gone. We never saw it coming. It is, by far, the worst kind of loss we experience at the sanctuary - he never found his forever home and a family to call his own.
He will be missed dearly and his loss will be felt deeply.
(Photo copyright Best Friends Animal Society.)

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Amra's: Week Two

I wish I had better things to report, like I've had a massive change of heart and now love it at Amra's and that I have developed the ability to talk to dogs and explain to them the problematic nature of certain behaviors, but alas, no such luck. The mental and emotional drain of being at Amra's means that I have come home each night this week and honestly thought about crawling into bed at 6:30. Monday, Wednesday, and Thursday, I was working the building by myself for the most part from 8 am - 2 pm, which I have found to be incredibly frustrating and surprisingly irritating. I feel like I can't take time to enjoy the dogs or the job, because I am running around like a nutter trying to get everything done before lunch. A fair number of our dogs are the hyperactive type and you either neglect their training protocol to get your job done or get behind on your job to follow their training protocol and neither option is a good solution in my world. At feeding and poop scooping times, you either walk into the run in spite of the fact that they are jumping all over the place (including on you) and get the job done and get out, or you stand at the door and wait for them to chill out and then you walk in, which usually means five minutes of opening the door and walking incrementally further into the run and walking right back out as soon as they start their pogo routine. Some dogs get it pretty quickly, others, not so much. In addition, when you are scrambling to get the chores done in the designated time frame and have decided to by-pass the in-out game at the door and just ignore the dog from inside the run when they exhibit undesirable behaviors, the runs are so small (relatively speaking here, of course) that there are several dogs that just jump in their own poo and then jump on you - then it's time to go enjoy your lunch with crap smeared on your pants . . . delightful. Admittedly, poop is a fact of life here, but I can recall only once in the five months that I was at the Lodges that I actually got a noticeable amount of poop smeared on me by a dog and that was only one smear on the bottom of my pant leg. Twice in two weeks at Amra's I have walked out of a run with poop on me - and not just the bottom of my pant leg.
On the bright side, I am getting some more direction from at least one of the caregivers over there about what sorts of things the dogs like to do and where they need work. I have also decided that, while I am at Amra's, I am going to start working on getting the hyperactive kids in our crew to chill out when going out for walks and stop trying to kill people on the stairs. There are some stairs leading up to the building and you have to go up and down them to get to and from the walking trail, problem is, many of the dogs are so excited to get out for a walk that they make a really good effort at dislocating your shoulder as they drag you out of the run and then try to finish you off by taking you head-first down the stairs. So a couple of us have starting asking the dogs for sits and waits at the top and bottom of the stairs, for the most part all the dogs already know sit/wait because they have to wait five seconds for their food, so it is just a matter of translating that command into a new environment and getting them to stop and think.
I like some things about Amra's, but the problem that I am having right now is that the things I don't like, don't really seem likely to change all that much. I don't like being alone in the mornings, but I don't know how much that will really change. I don't like the set up of the facility or the size of the runs, which, again, is not going to change any time soon. On the bright side, as I get to know some of the dogs, I am starting to really like some of them, Debo can always make me smileand Beans is still showing off how smart he is (we are working on "High Five"), Ivy is cute and perplexing as ever, and Chowta is right on the cusp of becoming a confident and comfortable dog.I don't know what will happen over the next few weeks, but I have spoken with one of my managers to let her know that I am not entirely happy with my new area. I told her I would give it some more time but that if there is someone else on staff that they think would fit at Amra's and that would really like to be over there, to just keep that in mind. During the meeting, I was also told that if I decided that I no longer wanted to be at Amra's there was no guarantee that I would be sent back to the Lodges. I will give it a few more weeks, but I spent so much time waiting things out up at the Lodges, questioning why I had come to BF in the first place and thinking about leaving, before things finally got really good up there, that I don't want to do that to myself again. For the better part of three months, thoughts of leaving and doing something else were regularly rolling around in my head and I am back at that point again at Amra's. I am just not willing to spend another three months here being unhappy and flat out miserable at times, so if after a few more weeks, things haven't really improved with my mood and feelings about Amra's, then I will go back to my managers and see if we can find a solution that will make everybody happy.
(All photos copyright Best Friends Animal Society.)

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Week One

All in all, it hasn't been a great week, both at work and in the outside world. This was my first week at Amra's and all week long I couldn't stop thinking about my kids up at the Lodges and how much I miss them. I almost starting crying on Tuesday as I pulled into the sanctuary and drove past the clinic parking lot to head across the street to the Heights. I have taken a few trips up to the Lodges to visit and work with one of my project dogs, Brenda, but it just isn't the same.I miss being up there, and while they do very interesting work at Amra's, I just keep wishing I was up at the Lodges. The differences between the Lodges and Amra's are like night and day. Amra's is a single building that houses 22 dogs; it wasn't really designed to operate in the way it is being used, so instead of having free indoor outdoor access at all times, the dogs are kept in smaller runs (probably about 10x30 feet) outside during the day and then they are moved inside into crates over night. In the summer, it stays warm enough that the dogs stay outside all the time, but in winter, they come in at night and on really cold days they will rotate the dogs into the building throughout the day so they can warm up. All the outside runs have corrugated tin roofs over half and a dog house for the dogs to get out of the sun or rain. The staff to dog ratio is better than at the Lodges and the goal each day is for each dog to get at least a half hour of individual attention from a staff member or volunteer. I like the idea of having a lot of time to actually work with the dogs, but I was rather frustrated this week when there were four staff members working in Amra's from 2-5 pm one afternoon - four staff for twenty two dogs - up at the Lodges, save for two days a week when there are five, there are four staff for the entire population of both sides of the Lodges which is currently in the vicinity of 75 dogs. It made me want to walk out the door and head up to the Lodges for the afternoon. Granted, the event of four staff isn't that frequent at Amra's, but honestly, I feel like I would be of more use up at the Lodges.
I will say, there are some really cool dogs at Amra's. We have a little guy named Beans and he will sneeze on command. It's hysterical, and when you take him out for a walk, he will sit at the door and wait for you to open it (something they teach all the dogs to do at Amra's - in theory anyway) and if you are taking too long to open it, he will start sneezing in an effort to get you to open it faster. It is one of those "Is this what you want?" moments when a dog isn't entirely sure what you are waiting for so they will start doing everything in their repertoire to get the reward.
I know that I need to give it a little more time, but as of right now, my heart really isn't in it. I am back to dragging myself out of bed for work each morning and I can't stand feeling like that. I have to give it some time, but then there is that part of me that keeps saying what if you never start liking it and after a month you go to management and ask to be moved back, then the staff at Amra's will have to go through the entire training process again with someone new and I feel guilty at the idea of that, too. I am sure everything will eventually work itself out, and hopefully next week will be better, but I just miss the Lodges so much right now, that I can't get past the sadness of not being up there.
Sorry for the downer post, hopefully the next one will be lighter. I probably won't get around to a post tomorrow, but I will be pet sitting starting on Wednesday and will have Internet access at the house, so perhaps, if you are all really good there might be a mid-week post or two. I hope everyone else's week was better than mine and that this coming week is just fantastic!
(All photos copyright Best Friends Animal Society.)

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Mr. Bones


On a bit of a sad note, we received word on Tuesday that the legendary Mr Bones passed away with his family by his side. A Puerto Rican street dog, he was adopted in October after spending about twelve years living at BF. It is comforting to know that he got to spend his final months living in a loving home with a wonderful family. Remembering Mr. Bones
(Photo courtesy of the BF Network.)

Cat and Mouse in the Cosmos

It has been a strange week full of unexpected twists and turns, one of those weeks when you get the overwhelming sense that the cosmos is just toying with you for its own simple pleasure.
We had a dog arrive last Saturday, Goose, and we had been hearing about him for more than week before his arrival. He was rescued in NoLa during the Hurricane Gustav rescue efforts last summer and a shelter in St Louis took him up to their facility. He has not been doing so great up there, he has cornered numerous people and has bitten several of them - there is a strong sense that this dog, when inclined to go at somebody, would not stop unless there is a second person there to stop him. He is a 65 lbs pittie with a head almost as big as a bowling ball (lots of jaw muscles) and for the most part he is a great big dork. I met him just after his arrival at the Lodges, along with some other staff members (because of his history, anytime somebody needs to enter his run, there must be at least two people present) and he was mostly interested in galloping around his run being a great big Goober (that was his name, but we already have a Goober, so it was changed to Goose). Because of his odd behaviors, the management decided that it would be best if the three most experienced staff at the Lodges - Terry, Jorge, and Megan - would be Goose's primary caregivers initially. However, on the day of his arrival, I spent more time in with him than any of the other caregivers, so we went down the following day to speak with John (manager) about making me one of his primaries, since I had been around him more than any of the designated three. John, seemingly unwilling to even listen to reason, quashed the idea rather abruptly and told us if we had any more concerns about the matter we could come to speak with him individually. I was so flabbergasted, so over the moon angry at his apparently irrational ability to see something so very obvious laid out right in front of him that I wanted to kick him. I was curious about the whole "Come speak to me individually" thing, but I was so irritated and frustrated by the situation that I couldn't really see myself going to talk to him and still having my job at the end of the meeting, so I just avoided him the rest of the day and fumed. That night, I got home to my neighbors having a party, not an unusual occurrence with them and I usually don't mind at all, they are very nice to me, but I was in such a mood that all the little screaming children in the front "yard" were perilously close to getting kicked themselves. Since I hadn't showered the day before, and also to drown out the racket the kids were making, I decided to take a shower before going to Megan's house to play cards. However, my stupid water heater decided to arbitrarily stop working for the day, so I had no hot water for a shower. Because I keep my house fairly cold most of the time, I couldn't see myself taking a lukewarm shower for fear that I may never feel warm again, so I did the whole bend over the side of the tub and wash my hair thing, which prompted a muscle spasm and pinched nerve in my neck. It was really just a delightful day all the way around.
The following morning on my drive up to work, I couldn't decide if I wanted to go talk to John before heading up to the Lodges and try to reason with him or not. I decided that I didn't want to start my day off on a bad foot, so opted not to go talk to him. After lunch, inexplicably, my mood had improved greatly, and when John arrived for his team meeting with the Deja crew, he told Megan and I that he also needed to talk to us when he was done. All afternoon, we kept crossing paths with him on his way here or there and he kept saying he would catch up with us before 4:00 (when Megan is done for the day). At 4:10 he flagged me down on my golf cart and asked if we could chat a bit, Megan wasn't around, but he seemed to be okay just talking with me about whatever it is that he wanted to discuss with us - presumably Goose. This was the point when he informed me that there was more to the story that we hadn't yet been told with regard to the plan for Goose's care and his primary caregivers. They have been watching me - rather ominous sounding, right? - and he had some things to discuss with me. When he saw the panicked look on my face, he said, "Don't worry, it's all good! Really good!" He then proceeded to explain to me that there was going to be an opening at Amra's and they wanted me to take it. Amra's is over in Dogtown Heights, next door to the building where most of the Vicktory dogs are housed (dogs from the Michael Vick case). At Amra's, they spend the morning doing all the "chores" and once those are done, the rest of the day is primarily spent doing enrichments - walking dogs, taking them for car rides, going to the creek in the summer, all kinds of really cool training and socialization activities. It would be a place where I could learn so much more about training techniques and really be working very intensively with the dogs. We have finally gotten to a place at the Lodges where we are able to be working with the dogs in more consistent ways, but it isn't all of the dogs, we have to pick and choose which ones will get the more intensive work. At Amra's, there is no picking and choosing, there are 22 dogs currently, and the goal is to work with each one everyday. I decided to take it, though I did so with a very heavy heart. Thinking about leaving the Lodges makes me really sad, but I have been assured by management that this won't be the last time I work at the Lodges - when they need help covering shifts, and things like that, I will be first up to help cover. I will continue taking Brenda to the reactive dog class that we started last week, which means I will be up to the Lodges at least every Tuesday for a bit of a visit. It is a weird time for me, I am very excited for this new change, but very sad about it too. I will say though, the timing really couldn't be better, with Tasha having left two weeks ago, I haven't started to seek out a new personal project dog, yet, which I think will make the transition much easier. With this change, my schedule will be changing again, too. I have the day off today (Sunday), before I start at Amra's tomorrow; yesterday was my last day at the Lodges. I will now be working Monday - Friday, so look for posts on Saturdays and Sundays (and with all the pet sitting I am doing in the coming months, sometimes maybe even during the week).
All in all, I think this is going to be a good change for me. I will learn new things at Amra's and still be connected to the Lodges. It will be weird to go into work tomorrow morning and not hop in a cart to head up the Lodges, but this is a chance for me to grow and learn and I can't pass that up. If I hate it at Amra's - doubtful - I can always go to John and Michelle and ask to be moved back over to the Lodges, but it will be nice to do more intensive work, like I did with Tasha, on a daily basis with more than just one dog. Change is usually good, even if it is very sad and a little bit scary at times. I just keep reminding myself that it is going to take patience, something I am not always good at, but I will make my very best effort to give it time and let myself settle in some before I let myself get frustrated. Truly, I think it is going to be really good, and I am fretting for no reason, but it is hard to say good bye to the Lodges, I have grown to love it up there more than I ever would have expected when I started.